This video was done two months after the tragedy. This has been my way of coping and grieving. The moment it happened my attitude has been I could accept it along as something good could from it.
I have learn to accept his death out of my love for him. However, the pain that comes from life sucking carries an energy with it. My choice was to to turn that energy inward and let it destroy me or find a way to turn it outward and use it to hopefully benefit someone else. My passion is to prevent mothers from having to experience this type of pain, and by doing so I find relief in my own pain.